Concerned

Been concerned about my distribution of time to each member of the family. Hoping that everyone is getting what they need. Enough one on one time. Enough of what makes them feel important and loved. Have been worried about my older kids. Today I didn't feel like that. It's good to have them back into a routine. Where they have responsibilities. Where they are excited to learn. I just need to make an effort to give them some time in the evenings now that they are not with me all day. Kade and I had a great day. He was my helper and we got tons of stuff done around the house. We even had time to read and do puzzles. He had most of my attention and it was good for him.

I don't know what it is about the start of school. I always feel a rejuvenation. I want to start projects and get some organizational things done. It's crazy. I don't feel so drained of energy from the T.V. constantly being on and bored kids. I was seriously on a mission today and it felt great!