I am Tired....

1. of listening to a whining baby because he wants to nurse.

2. of holding a whining baby and getting nothing else done.

3. of having that whiny baby bite and pinch and squeeze me because he wants to nurse.

4. of being sore because I am only nursing twice a day.

5. of counting down the hours until said baby goes to sleep.

6. of being happy once he is sleeping because he is FINALLY not crying and being all around unhappy!

Today has been better, but we still have our moments. Generally in the latter part of the day. If I have to go through one more day of this I might go crazy. Really scared now of how he will react when there is no more!

I have to keep telling myself to be strong and not give in!