Friday, October 19, 2007

Today...


  • I have been thinking that I sometimes lack balance in my life. I always struggle to get it all done and to focus on what is important. I'm sure that this is a common struggle with moms and women in general. This week, I have spent an incredible amount of time on the computer, and my home has suffered. I learned a lot about the new photoshop program, but it took time away from keeping up on the everyday.
  • I decided that I would try to be better about focusing on the kids. Making sure that they are happy and have what they need. That they are being heard and feel important. I know that they do....but it is good to rededicate myself to focus on that first then my personal pursuits later. Nothing huge, just small things, like playing cars and trucks with Kade for awhile before doing laundry, reading to, talking to, working on homework together, letting them help with creative projects. Just basic stuff. I think that with that in the front of my mind my home can be a happier, peaceful place.
  • I thought that there is something wrong with my lens and/or camera. It could be completely in my mind, but my "5th child" is not focusing properly towards the end. Not getting as crisp of results as I am used to. Trying to figure that out.
  • Realizing that I need to take learning photography SLOW. It can become frustrating to want to know something and to see amazing photographs and think why can't I do that? I also realized that I am lucky to be a part of a great forum where learning will continue and where amazing photographers are willing to give advice and tips freely. I know that if I push through and keep working hard it will come over time. Sorry about all the photography stuff. It felt good to get that out.
  • I got all my laundry done, folded and put away.
  • I get to go out with Steve. That will definitely help with the putting my life back in balance part.
  • I got this cute picture of Brandon. I love that kid.

8 comments:

lisa said...

I hear ya, it is a daily struggle for me to find the right balance.
You are already a great photographer.

{Erica} said...

This past week has been like yours I think. Wayyy too much time working on pictures from a mad amount of sessions and my house and children lacking in the "atteniton department". You're an incredible person from what I can see and in regards to your photog skillz...they have grown and improved and your pictures are wonderful! I can't wait to learn from you when I get into the forum :)

Carol said...

Nice post...I'm trying to balance the same with my kids.

Love the picture. It feels so fresh and crisp...is it raw?

Stephanie said...

I am also trying to find some balance in my life, not there yet. Thanks for putting things into a better light. Your Brandon is darling.

raeday said...

For what it's worth, I think you take amazing photos. And i wish I had all of the photography skills that you do.

This picture f Brandon is so cute. He's looking so much older now

jenny said...

yes - you already are a great photographer, but i understand your desire to get even better!

i hope you have the chance to get out with your hubby - i'm sure that will help put some of the balance back. :)

jamie carter said...

Hey, we have that shirt too. Great photo.

Jennifer said...

I know I haven't seen you in forever, but you are a super woman! It's nice to hear that I'm not the only one with balance issues =). I feel like my life is a juggling act, but I am trying my best and I'm sure you are too!